I know. What the hell am I doing? Trust me, I ask myself this question every second of every day and because of that, I’ve decided to come out of my hiatus. So, let’s chat really quickly.
I want to start off by saying, if you are reading this and you were one of my OG’s from ’21, thank you, lemme give you a KISS MWAH! *kiss* Thank you to anyone who’s ever supported this little dream of mine. Hoping I can do better this second time around!!
We love music around here, remember? It’s healing. This next part reminds me of a lovely tune by one of the girlies, Miss Snoh. So, to get the whole experience, I would like you guys to join me (only if you want, seriously lol) and tune into Wait A Little Longer by Snoh Aalegra. Sorry (honestly not) Apple users, I’m a Spotify girly til I DIE. real loyal.
What a journey it’s been. As I’m sitting here thinking about all that’s transpired since the last time I did one of these, I laugh. Why? Because at that point, I thought this, the present, wasn’t going to be possible. It was hard for me to see past the situations of my then reality and to be real with you guys, I’m beyond grateful for it. I didn’t need to see anything past what it was I was dealing with. Life now is something Jourdan then wasn’t equipped to even THINK about handling. If you’re not new around here, you know I’m pretty good at handling, and managing. Vouch for me, pls. Chile, yeah. I’ll save the specifics for an upcoming post. But! That’s a GREAT thing!! We are ALWAYS going to acknowledge growth, big or small. Miss Jo Cherie has done her BIG ONE! That’s why I’m able to come back to this. I’ve thought about it, a lot but, I was scared. Transparency. I had some delusional ass thought that I was going to do this for a few months and pop tf off. Truly believed everything was possible during the pandemic. L O L. I don’t know why that was such a debilitating thought for me. I think at the time, I wasn’t thinking about it the way I do now. I saw this as a place to literally vent when I felt my lowest. S/O to me though because growth, documented. purrrrr. It wasn’t until recently that it hit me how much I enjoyed this, right here. Wait A Little Longer. Being able to unwind after a day like today in a way that’s not already a part of my normal routine, gives me joy that’s unexplainable. So, I hope you guys are ready. I can’t wait to see where part 2 takes me. As always, I love you guys, this is everything for me. See you soon and just enjoy the music.. ❤
“Sometimes it takes you awhile to get to it, but you always get there, and what you say is always worth waiting for.” -Suzanne Brockmann